A sad day indeed

Just watched the news and it showed 2 black innocent men killed. Philando Castile and Alton Sterling. My heart weeps at our own bias, especially towards people of dark skin tones. On that note, I am feeling completely helpless on the upcoming elections. Why do we have only 2 horrible choices, why can't good win for once? Why is it that some people are bent on having a war. I only hope that these dark times pass soon, it is time for the golden age and everyone needs to open their hearts and minds. We need to become kinder, more loving, and tolerant. I only pray that it happens soon, and you should too, we need more prayers in the world. Love always 

Maybe it's just sickness

So my late night rant, I keep on thinking why I can't seem to have my life in order. Then again maybe I am not the only one. I am taking steps to improve myself, even though it's going at a snail's pace. So what if I don't have the good paying job, the fiancé, the place I want to be at? I have to think of all the small things I have, for instance my family, a home, my cats, my 32 hour minimum pay job (but hey it's a job) and my internship which will give me a new job with (hopefully) better pay. I have amazing friends who always make me laugh and support me, I also have another Vegas trip with them. A wedding in October and Halloween too. Perhaps after my internship I can start a workout routine or do something to help my body. Maybe I can get into yoga again, or do it myself, I hope my plans pan out. I have to remember to take baby steps and not race forward. 

What's new?

Hello few people who read my blog! Thanks for following and reading! Been a while since I posted! I didn't want to stir up trouble nor emotions with heavy reading. That's for next time, maybe? Anyways I got this new project I am working on its called Mystatis please check it out on the App Store if you have an apple phone! It's pretty amazing 

You know what I want (poem)

I don't want to hurt anymore but

I don't know if

I'll stop  asking but you know, 

You'll never find a woman like me

To love and hold you forever 

I promise to be a good partner

 like you are to me

Deep in your heart you know

That it is true

Perhaps I haven't done enough, 

I have just given up 

I don't want anything else 

Except for that one ring. 

Yet you keep asking what I want from you. 

It doesn't have to be a diamond ring 

 I am not greedy nor vain

 I just want a simple promise and simple ring

Is that too much to ask? 

It feels like forever but it's been only two years 

Perhaps I haven't done enough for you  

Maybe it's the way I have failed 

But I am getting back up 

And shall rise again

Maybe I am not patient enough 

But I feel time  is running out for me

For you never know what tomorrow may bring

Maybe I am wrong and it's all in my head

But baby I want to make you mine

For me it's that ring

What's new?

Hello few people who read my blog! Thanks for following and reading! Been a while since I posted! I didn't want to stir up trouble nor emotions with heavy reading. That's for next time, maybe? Anyways I got this new project I am working on its called Mystatis please check it out on the App Store if you have an apple phone! It's pretty amazing