of love, duty and earthly life

This year didn't start well for me but I have hopes yet for it. I really do not care about money nor things. Yes sometimes in this life we do need to have things in order to function as a person on this Earth. If I could I would not do anything but simply pray and meditate in order to progress in my ibadat. Unfortunately that is not possible as I have to fulfill my dharma. It's sad to know that no body in my family except for my aunt truly knows who I am. Some other family members only have seen a glimpse of it, even my father doesn't quiet realize who I am. Only He who is above all else and my lord Ali knows what's truly in my heart. As a person on this Earth I may seem cold because I am not attached to anything and I am learning how to function as a normal person in Earth. Perhaps I was born in Sat Yuga and I cannot handle how Kali yuga has become. The only thing I can do is love and pray for others at this point. See you in the next world

the home of the free

So I watched Sex and the City 2, just because I wanted to. I realized that I just take some things for granted like having freedom as a woman in a country. It's horrible to see that many women in other countries do not enjoy the freedom we take for granted. Why is the world warring against women? Do they not realize that we are your mothers? If not your sisters or wives? What we need is a place that promotes women's rights and liberties can we make such a country? It sure doesn't exist in U.S. there are still glass ceilings at work. Is there a country for women? If not I wish I could make one where there are laws that benefit women.

being weird

So I just was lethargic half an hour ago I just wanted to snuggle and sleep even though I had slept for 8 hours but when I got up and cleaned my apt (it really needed to be cleaned) I got all this energy and now I don't feel tired anymore it's the weirdest thing. I guess I need to do things in order not to feel lethargic. I will prevail and also I feel loads better after I have done things. The best part is sharing food with neighbors :)

Harry Potter

I am so excited for tonite's showing of Harry Potter. Luckily I got a ticket through a person who didn't wanna go...I know crazy. But hey who am I to judge. Her loss. my GAIN :D I feel like a little kid :)

Happy Diwali

So it's the indian new year, a time for goodwill and prosperity. I am going to go to a diwali festival today at my school. I forgot all my indian outfits at home (I know, stupid of me) but I have my kurtis so it works...I love how I am doing random things :) too bad we can't have fireworks. I miss lighting fireworks and watchin them

My Heart and Soul

So I have been doing a lot of thinking. I am going to allow the universe to do what it wants if I am not going to be a psychologist then be it so. However I feel that I do have to defend it to some point as I believe that I really can help people. This is not about how much I will make or what I will do but more about how many people can I reach out to. What can I do to help them? How can I be of service to people and create a better life. I want to be like Dr. Wayne Dyer, I just love how he has incorporated the spiritual life with his everyday life. I think I just found my mentor :)

in this day and age

who do you know that blasts classical music and loves listening to it. Who believes in keeping their culture's values and traditions, who doesn't care about they way they are dressed (except for interviews and such), who doesn't want about alcohol and drugs. Me...I do all these things I believe in myself and I know I am so capable of doing bigger and better things. I am the one who's holding myself down.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” By Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles