Maybe it's just sickness

So my late night rant, I keep on thinking why I can't seem to have my life in order. Then again maybe I am not the only one. I am taking steps to improve myself, even though it's going at a snail's pace. So what if I don't have the good paying job, the fiancé, the place I want to be at? I have to think of all the small things I have, for instance my family, a home, my cats, my 32 hour minimum pay job (but hey it's a job) and my internship which will give me a new job with (hopefully) better pay. I have amazing friends who always make me laugh and support me, I also have another Vegas trip with them. A wedding in October and Halloween too. Perhaps after my internship I can start a workout routine or do something to help my body. Maybe I can get into yoga again, or do it myself, I hope my plans pan out. I have to remember to take baby steps and not race forward.