Mixed signals

 So I made plans with a guy for lunch/ dinner but I was so off as he just wanted to meet as friends. The dude is married and has kids (2) I was mortified when I found out I legit thought I was on my first date with this dude. This story is going in my funny book and I dunno if I was desperate or what. So the back story is that he texted me non stop saying let’s go out for lunch or dinner and just have a drink I suppose it was in honor of my uncle who just passed. I just want to die of mortification 🙈🙈 

Rain makes me feel like so

 in the rare times that it rains in Southern California it’s nice to take time and enjoy it. Today is Martin Luther King jr. day. Only certain places are open, and it makes me question every time if I’m doing enough. Life seems simple yet complicated and it’s usually the circumstances that make it so. In our toughest times we learn our most valuable lessons. Ever since I have come to live with my aunt I can’t help but feel I’ve put my life on hold. Life doesn’t stop for anyone