Tuesday, April 23, 2024

Kama you there?


These colonists shamed your teachings and have made it inappropriate to love others. You were a revolutionary and knew true love is genderless. You taught how love between people is just love; not lust nor shame for having sensual feelings for another person whether man or woman or non-binary.

They made being ardhanarishvara a crime. Although amazing humans like Alok and Sushant Divgikar who are teaching us to do better. All of us have different sexual needs and wants, they shame us for having thoughts to pleasure ourselves despite it being normal.

For those of us that are different, Kama, you are a shining beacon of love. I hope that one day we can have a society that is portrayed in Star Trek; one that has utopia and we search for new frontiers and new worlds. 


Sunday, January 7, 2024

Life of a single woman in the late 30’s

 It’s rather strange that I’m unmarried as a 38 year old. Especially because I’m Indian and formerly bohra Muslim. My beliefs are more spiritual than anything I tend to gravitate towards Hinduism. I like my life even though there’s problems. I’m glad that I do not have children and I have the freedom to do what I want (to a degree). Ideally I would love to travel the world but my finances have been spotty lately. I’m doing my best to come back up and have the life that I can enjoy. I turn to my ancestors and spirit guides for guidance and hope that I have the strength to move on and try to make a better life. Currently I’m trying to move to Texas where I have more cousins and hopefully get a fresh start and begin a new chapter in my life. Hopefully I can transfer with my job and have something to build on when I get there. Till then our world is in chaos trying to decide who’s right and wrong (Israel vs Palestine) while it’s innocent people who suffer. If only the world knew who was responsible. I have watched many of David Wilcox’s interviews and documentary videos. I suggest you do the same. One day I hope to see a better world till then we pray for a better future.