ah...the pettiness of people

so it has been confirmed by another friend that I had been "let go" because another tutor did not like me. Who knows why? I hardly talked to her and minded my own business, perhaps she was racist? As my supervisor said a student claimed that I insulted her because she was Muslim? I replied well, that's strange since I am Muslim, myself. Funny isn't it? Another instance was when one of the tutors didn't know what it meant to "bear arms" as in have guns, he thought it meant to have bear arms...0_o and I am a bad tutor? Now I am thinking, why in the world didn't I defend myself, esp if my one of the upper people said oh I got a lot of complaints about you...I should have said, then why didn't you call me into your office and confront me? Why didn't you let me know I was not doing my job properly? Don't I get a warning? Or advice? You just fire me because of some other employee doesn't like me? That person always makes baked goods and other things to be in good standing with others...ooo BLANK brought me cookies...that's awesome, doesn't matter if they talk shit behind my back...really? WOW...good luck judging yourself in the afterlife sister! May you be reborn a better person!

take me to court...won't you?

I watched a Pakistani movie, Khuda ke Liye, it's very nice. It has some very disturbing yet true information. The character Maulana Wali, played by Naseeruddin Shah explains the true Islam very effectively. It is my dream that I too understand the Quran as he did, so I could quote it to some of my misinformed family. No one wants to hear how they have been praying incorrectly, or how if we do not dress or act a certain way, we shall be punished. Ours is not a punishing God, He is absolute love, even if you murdered, tortured people. WHY? Because our souls are ever pure! If a diamond was surrounded by dirty rock, fungus, bacteria, and other bad organisms, would it change being a diamond? No, it would stay the same. Just like that our souls are ever pure. What happens if we die and we were the evil of most evil? Well our soul is taken to a sort of time-out where it is cleansed by loving beings of light. At some point we have lived an evil life, we are all ever learning, ever growing. If you read closely, you too shall find it. Ezekiel 18:20 says The person who sins shall die. A child shall not suffer for the iniquity of a parent, nor a parent suffer for the iniquity of a child; the righteousness of the righteous shall be his own, and the wickedness of the wicked shall be his own.
This verse can be interpreted in various ways, however what I have underlined, in my understanding supports that we are shown our rightful and wrongful behavior, it is only us that own it. In addition, it supports my theory that what we own, we are shown in the after-life known as Akashic Records, there are many blogs about it, research it. (one I found was http://www.raysofhealinglight.com/100_neddawittels.htm) there are also tons of after life websites which describe meeting God or sometimes with a higher power which is most of the time your higher soul. Paramhansa Yogananda is an amazing teacher on this subject. I am no teacher, I am just a baby who is in search of knowledge.