Dear God

My dear lord, this is tiring. I am tired in my mind, my body and in my spirit. I ask you to please help me during this tough time. My roommate thinks I am eating her stuff and I am not. I am so tired of being accused, does she not know that I always tell the truth. I am tired of defending myself. I have faith in you my lord. What is this world come to, why can't I profess what I really feel? I am just tired.

sick

okay so I said it, I am sick and I hav a high fever and feel really bad. My head's pounding, I have chills, my throat's on fire, and yea I get dizzy spells. So if don't see me bloggin tht's coz I am catchin some ZZZzzzzZZs

Hmm...

Alright I admit it. I think I am getting sick, my throat feels like it's on fire. It's not a good sigh :( on a plus sign I am going to be on the radio tomorrow. Whoo hoo! Okay it's the university owned radio but hey it's a start! I am compiling news but I plan to report only good news, in these hard times we need hope and something to look forward to! :)

Midterms are over...yay

Okay now I can breathe, my life is in chaos, why? I had to take last quarter's finals and midterms are upon me and I am overwhelmed but I shall rise and be a great student. I didn't do well on my finals but then it's expected. I took incompletes last quarter as I couldn't do my finals because my mother passed. I got many condolences, but my family were expecting it as she had cancer and was suffering at the end of her days. Cancer is the worst of all illnesses as it leaves the patient weak, in extreme pain, and many other bad things that I don't want to remember right now. My emotions are still raw as she passed on Nov 21 2009, just 5 days before her b'day. She would have been 58. I am going to be 25 this year so I had 24 wonderful years with her. That's the end of that for now. Anyways I am going to focus on my studies as that was her last wish. I am going to be the best psychology teacher ever. I may consult on the side. I mean I have had so many things I got over. I have learned so many lessons and these events have made my faith in God stronger than ever. Also it has made me a better person in general.

of Floatopia

Methinks I am going to regret floatopia. What have I gotten into? I was studying a bit for my cognitive it didn't seem so bad, it's kinda covers everything we have been learning in other psych classed. I am wondering how ppl can get good grades with all these "beer" events...maybe floatopia is in spring break? I plan to hide under my bed thank you very much. Okay okay I might go for a little while and come back I did that in halloween too.