come together

This life is temporary, we have to understand what we are searching for. All humans are seeking "something" what is that "something"? It's God, you may think I am religious but not really. Religious is attachment to rites and rituals of a particular religion, I am unattached I just love God, that is known as Spiritual. I want to do more good, I don't think I can survive with the guilt that I could have helped more people. Unfortunately, right now all I can do is pray, not even give my time (volunteer). At least I am going to Huntington Library on Friday June 21st, I will post pictures :)

My therapy

My therapy is writing, it has always been that way. Ever since I was a teen, I have forgotten what it is like. I have noticed I can't even watch a movie at home without doing something on a computer or cellphone. I have become too addicted to games and such, and I am losing time with myself and with those around me. I have decided that whenever I spend time with someone I will not be on the phone, unless it is absolutely necessary. I will encourage the other person to do the same as I am taking time out for them and vice versa. Thus, they should be interacting with me, that is not much to ask. Without human interaction, we are going to develop into a intellectually poor people. I am not willing to be one of them, are you? I am so tired of being put down by everyone that I need to re-energize myself from their negativity and rise; that is much easier said than done. I wish I had time to do what matters most to me. Perhaps someday my day will come, and I have to make the effort into making that happen, somehow.