these days

These days I cry when I have to buy groceries because I don't have the money. These days I am always alone because I don't want to share my grief with my friends. These days I pray more than ever as He is the only one who knows me best. These days I am getting ill due to stress. These days I wonder what I am going to do. This is not a fairytale. This is my life

Time management 101

Okay so far I have been very good this quarter. I have been doing all my readings and keeping up with my classes. I am watching Buffy the Vampire slayer again :) yay netflix esp watch instantly but the net sucks here. Just a price to pay I suppose! I will be successful this quarter! Can't wait till my dad gets here :)...to be continued.

of allergies and pollen

Spring is a nice time as it's pretty and so soothing however it hurts my allergies a lot. I have been sneezing and have had all the bad symptoms of allergies. There is no relief I have tried all meds and nothing works! Help....

The simple life

Imagine a world where there was no money involved. People would still have jobs but they would trade it for other services. We can use the barter system to get things. What a wonderful life :)

spring is here

Finally it's getting warmer in Santa Barbara. Okay so I am a little spoilt with Californian weather. The ideal temperature is 75F. I love hot cocoa on a cold day :) thank god for lactose free milk but then again soy milk isn't bad either. I have to get a good brand of soy milk but so far I want to stick to regular milk without lactose. I cannot wait till September when I get to live with my friend Coco :) it's so sad that my roommates don't like me and think that I am taking their food. Although they admit that I always have the most food anyways I always pray for them and forgive them. I pray that they see who I am and just leave me be. I finally learned how to bike now I only have to learn how to control it better which I am going to attempt today.

Spring break!

Alright! Spring is here (finally) and I might be getting sick again :( germs are so bad. I am excited about my classes and I really want to start doing fun things to help boost my wellness. I want to explore my area and I know My Lord will protect me and I know He looks out for me every second of my life. What a great friend He is, God never asks to do much except remember him when you truly want. Does it matter where you are when praying? Absolutely not! The most sacred temple, mosque, church,etc is your body. On a different note, hot chocolate tastes awesome! I need an intervention for my chocolate addiction!

Would I...

Would I make a good parent because I have liberal views? Because I can accept my child for who they are and if they happen to be queer it would be okay. My family is so close I want mine to be too. Would I make a good wife because I would love my husband with all my heart and soul? Because my husband would know God comes first in my life. Would I make a good teacher because I love children so much? I want to teach them how to love everyone and tell them they all the same in God's eyes. Stop the hate and start living. Learn to love people for who they are and eventually they will love you too. It's a difficult journey for all of us, lets make it easier by loving each other.